for Brad

i just first wanna start of with letting you know i miss you much...i really do...i just want to show you, my appreciatiation for the talk we had last night. i love you more than i love myself. that is a very hard thing to say, but SADLY thats how i feel. i forgive you but i won't FORGET! thats a big difference. learn to live with it bc thats wat you get. i still do not trust you. i still can't believe you have that evil side of you. what you did to me had KILLED ME. (emotionally) it was dirty, selfish, and it should of been the last thing to ever plan to do to the one you LOVE. well, anyways. im here to say that all i have left is, you... i thought you were my hero, but i guess all along you were my enemy to distroy me. don't believe it,but thats how i feel from now on. just remember i still love you...but, from this day on, i will see you in a different way... I WILL TRY TO LOVE YOU THE SAME.... -laura